DAMN
i have good news n bad news...
bad news is tht i haven finish my bloody ART!!
and e good news is tht all art student oso haven finish!!

i m going crazy...every second which is passing...
questions keep on running pass my mind...
every night whenever i go to slp...
asking myself can i finish my art
will i finish it..
or i wont..
but with friends i hav...
i wont give up...
and i myself know tht i m not stupid to give up half way
i mean i tha han for so long...
then y give up now..
but seriously wishing to finish it....

really really hoping...
i really want to smell the freedom from art...
the feeling tht i wil have...
I HAVE FINISH MY BLOODY ART

really everyone will feel the same
hahha guys really
good luck fro deep from my heart..
(i still have no idea)
(dying any moment)

thts all for now..
not much bloggin lately...
cus BLAME ART!!!

and suddenly i have passion for
STAND UP COMEDY..
don knw y...but jus have interest in it
have being thinking of some jokes lately
and telling them to jia qi
she says thts it very gd...
mayb i wil be e first
INDIAN GAL
doing stand up comedy
hahah
see ya

ME N FION
SIMPLY LOVE THIS PIC

wake up in e morning....
tot gonna spend whole day alone...
but got a msg...
from FION saying that
she wanted to come over...
so she came...
was talking n talking..
then went to RM
then we were bored
then we went walk walk around punggol
all e while it was rainning
then we went to car park.... hahha
wet in e rain...
splash wet at each other...
it was fun took pic hahah
went out wit parents...
came home tired...haiz...
still got to do my art...SHIT MAN

lazy...nowdays to update....

donno wad to say...
arts dead line is coming soonn...
i got lyk alot work to do...
haiz...if can finish tht wil be e grestest thing ever
in my entire life la...
SERIOUS..
got english oral coming oso...
Hope can do it..
all e best to the others too
WE CAN DO IT
WHO SAYS ITS DIFFICULT...
k gtg
go do my art

WHAT GONNA HAPPEN?

Dad n mum had always been e same...
till now...
every1 says try ur best to make them 2gether...
i wil say guys...
u really donno wad i hav..n had gone through..
all tis yrs living in 1 roof but having different in hearts
seriously diff...
b4 steping out if my hus...
i always wont forget to wear my mask...
a different me... a person who only looks in e brighter side
a person who brings happiness to every1...
something is gonna happen...
seriously i don wanna anything else to happen..
only god knows how far i went to keep my family
i jus want to have a normal family...
m i askin something too much...
for now all i wan is
thing to happen but....
still unsure..
WHAT GONNA HAPPEN...
its up to god...

Need 1 more chance..
look into my eyes...
look at e tears..
only ur words could change it..
couldnt u understand...
where did u go...
without u my life is meaning else...
e pain my heart is goin though is jus endless...
what did i do...
i can live without u...
but e thought of u in killing me...

Kana's birthday today...
early in e moring both of us went to
the seng kang temple..
tthen kana walked to her frends house nearby
ii waited downstairs...
while waiting i made new frend call
YANA...a small K1 gal...
hahah c talk very cute...then
we went back to my home...
as i hav planed..
jia qi bought e cake..
i blind folded kana
and then take her out to the sofa
which is outside my hus....
then jia qi bought
the cake...i think
tht c was a little shock
hahah then she had to go..
so i gave her present a big
ELMO...
seeing her 2mrw oso...
k thts all for today..

today aft sch...went home..
fion came... we played crazy stuffs...
lyk A.E.I.O.U
then study abit...
then was doing lame stuffs hahah(see below)
then fion left...
n n jia qi was playing BINGO
then ended up talking abt sch n takin pic..
thts all for today..
2mrw we r going to plsy kite...
so Adious Amigo!





jia acts EMO...cool right...
(edit by ME)


BLACK n RED
(my fav)


peace ppl


my hand....donno wad made
me do tht



me n jia qi!!

Nv go sch....
today...
acutlli was abt to go sch next day...
bt at night...cough got worse..
was coughing for straight 1 1/2 hr...
4.30 to 6.00AM...
mum jus ask me wanna go sch or see doc...
i stick wit e idea DOC...
then went to e clinic alone..
Got 2days MC...
as e doc say...if u r not well by this wk pls come back..
U MAY HAVE AFFECTED BY DENGUE...(donno whether spell correct)
damn...seriously
then got blood test... hate it la..
then went temple as usual..
n guess wad today Mdm tami nv go sch oso...
y does thid onli haven to me....
haiz...

hai...
whole day keep on coughing....
HATE IT....
aft maths test(FAIL LA)
went back home wit fion...
suppose to study bt...when the kids came started playing
fion u nv study at all k....
2mrw onwards study k...
anyway donno whether to play P.E. 2mrw??
2 hearted...
fever came back....
anyway i jus got 2 photos back...when me n my cus bro n sis
went punngol park n then went meet mum wit them (last time took him so long to send me)-.-

taken at punngol park be4 it rained




seriousli u wont belive got this when we pass by...
all of them r Pros....damn...

Man...
flu as jus gotten worse...
fever temp. at 38'c
wit terrible cough...
was in bed e whole day...
bt 2mrw still going sch...
no choice...haiz
got test.....see how it goes...

i hate flu....
haiz..i havin flu...slowly everything wil follow..
but still i got time to play kite...hahah
ever in my entire life...
e kite fly realli high...
went wit jia qi.. then met
xx and fion...play stress...
e best thing was e kite hahah
SUNDAY GO AGAIN...
yeahhh,,,
played in e big field nv e sk indian temple..
then i saw this cool car...
saw no one around so jus got a snap of it...
my car will be double cool than this...
jus wait till i turn 21...